That lonely feeling I wish to go away…
No matter what I do.. No matter how many friends I’m with.. There will always be a time where I just go outside and find my own peace. It would be nice to talk to somebody.. Call up the person I love and just know they are there.. There are still people I miss so much.. And I hope that one day I’ll be able to feel complete.. Just like I did once more..
Fuck everything. that’s all I got to say.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
It’s 4am and I absolutely fucking hate everything right now. Can’t sleep.Can’t get those very same thoughts out oh my head. I feel haunted by them. I’m lonely and have nobody to rely on. I don’t think I’ll ever be saved either. I feel lost.